2009hrs

Saw this qn at a forum.. should be quite familar with everyone.. which is, what would you do if u know tomorrow you would die? or what would u do if u know tomorrow is the end of the world??

Such a classic question.. surely, the answer would be classic also. Pple would reply by saying they would spend it with the person they like the most,confess to the person they like and blar blar blar...

I don't see the need to do that..

For my answer, i would surely reply, I would fight for my life to stay alive... not only mine.. I would fight for my life with my dearest person to stay alive together.. I wouldn't say i would want to accompany the last hours with the person i love, confess or whatever other shit..

It seemed strange.. Pple often have the answer.. which is to love the person they love more, confess or others... I'm strange that why don't they apply it to their daily life??Spend more time with their dearest members and so on... For what they know is, ya.. Life is very fragile.. i'm sure they know it.. but y don't they see the need to spend each day as though it's the last day of their life??... someone tell me....

Joey found himself at 7/13/2004 08:14:00 PM ...................

2228hrs

Have been quite bz these few days.. spending everyday with dear... yup.. am happy with her every moment.. spending time with her is definitely my happiest moment...

Everyday's the same outcome.. happy.. regardless of arguments or what.. we argue for the same common reason.. just because of love... ya.. i guess she and i know abt it..

Took 172 today to CCK, to get the pink color tamagotchi for her.. she like the pink color tamagotchi pretty much.. so i had to get it for her no matter what.. as long as it's within my reach..
Along the jouney, the bus went past the stretch of cemetery... It's not as frightening as what what we normally see.. Normal sterotype will be surely something's in there.. which is ghost.. those are just sterotypes created by stories, shows, movies... why not look at it in another point of view.. I've looked at it in an appreciative approach.. and ya.. it's a real nice and calm place at the day time... u can see the clouds and those clear grasslands..

Know the sterotypes, and never to follow it too much.. that's what i've learnt last few weeks in my IS class.. i'm just applying to it..

Joey found himself at 7/12/2004 10:33:00 PM ...................

2302hrs

Pple often say that true love is blar blar blar... i dunno.. for me, i think i've found mine... words are too meaningless to be said out.. only looking at each other expresses the feelings... strength, yup.. there it goes.. u'll have countless of it.. from the bottom of your heart, nothing becomes too difficult, as long you're doing it for the sake of the person u love.. you'll be missing her for every second of your life..

She will become the most selfish person on earth.. taking every moment of your thinking.. occupying your thoughts.. even by the means of seeing her for a minute just to know that she's alright...

This strength that i'm mentioning will be at it's greatest peak when you know something happened to her, when she's sad, angry, pissed, upset or anything... use it wisely.. use it to do anything to cheer her up.. trust me.. you have the power to do it...

I dunno.. dunno how to describe.. this kind of feeling is really.. really beyond my powers to describe it.. though she say i'm good with words.. this time, i'm really defeated.. i dunno how to describe the feeling of true love.. maybe, it's just only between me and her... only both of us know it...

Joey found himself at 7/05/2004 11:02:00 PM ...................

1433hrs

Sat.. diahorrea day for me.. dunno y.. must have ate something wrong yesterday... hmm.. nothing much to do today.. expect to rot and rest a bit today.. but tonite goin for spidy man 2 tonite...

hmm.. got this from joan's blog.. decided to take the test..


What Color is Your Brain?
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BLUE:

At work or in school: I like to be with people, sharing with them, inspiring them, and helping them. I work and learn best when I can take into consideration people and the human element. I flourish in an atmosphere of cooperation.

With friends: I always look for perfect love. I am very romantic, and I enjoy doing thoughtful things for others. I am affectionate, supportive and a good listener.

With family: I like to be happy and loving. I am very sensitive to rejection from my family and to family conflicts. I really like to be well thought of and need frequent reassurance. I love intimate talks and warm feelings.

How true is it?? it's up for u to figure out.. for me is quite true..

Joey found himself at 7/03/2004 02:35:00 PM ...................

2356hrs

It's been 2 weeks and goin 2 days since i'm with her... nothing's much about the feelings... it's all about missing.. missing.. and happiness, pure happiness.... i've never met a person whom could make me miss her for all the time.. this is happiness..

We've made many promises to it.. ya.. believe me, when joey say so, he means it... i'm going to make her my one and only one...

Just came back from her house.. enjoyed today.. her parents went to malaysia to attend a funeral, i really feel like, ya.. haha... living in her house and we're the only ones... just like a married young couple with 2 dogs in the house.. except for his younger brother.. who's not bad too.. adds laughter and more fun to the house..

Words were beginning to say, as far as her parents are concerned... somethings just have to be mentioned.. regarding she and her past bf..

But i've decided... words are nothing.. action speaks louder than words.. that's why i rather do than to say.. I've got to prove to them that i'm really serious abt their daughter.. and they will not regret it..

Pple say that gals are sensitive.. indeed, she's the kind of gal that i want.. sensitive in the right way, though she claims that she's a little too paranoid and get jealous at times.. well, i like it... coz only that would spur me to like her even more...

Love you dear..... Missing u now.. every monent.... every second...


Joey found himself at 7/01/2004 11:56:00 PM ...................

2241hrs

Love is just like a cheeze cake... the feeling's especially nice when u eat it with the one whom u like.. trust me, look into her eyes, feed her and eat it together.. let the cheeze melt in yr mouth.. let the aftermath of the taste do the job.. Tat feeling is great....



Joey found himself at 6/26/2004 10:41:00 PM ...................

2018hrs

Euro fever is here for dunno how many weeks... yea.. watched some of the matches...nothing much as compared to the world cup.. the feeling's not that exciting..

Hmmm... dunno what to write.. just managed to lend back the laptop from friend... lucky for me.. if not i've to go to school to use the computer...

Strange... missing someone when u're in a relationship and not in one is so different.. the feeling is just so different..in fact, the feeling is much much deeper.. in fact it can't be compared...

But one thing good abt it is that you'll definately become much much much more happier..

Argh.. dunno what am i writing.. the format is so strange......

Joey found himself at 6/21/2004 08:18:00 PM ...................